Thursday, April 12, 2012

Foggy Faith

Good morning!

I woke up this morning and looked outside to see the beautiful greening of my lawn after yesterday's wonderful rainstorms! We definitely needed the moisture and the difference in my lawn from yesterday to today is most miraculous! That is exactly how God works in our lives. He can take the brown, seemingly dead and lifeless parts of our lives, and bring it to new life again. As Easter people we believe that good news and we are called to live it out in every part of our lives.

However, there are times in our lives when the challenge to live in the joy and hope that God brings can be a challenge. Our own humanity, weakness, and brokeness can keep us from seeing God's presence and movement in our lives. As we look at our lives, it can feel as if we are in a fog and the road ahead of us is unknown. This became apparent to me yesterday as I traveled to Pueblo in the morning. As I drove Highway 50 the fog became thick and the road ahead disappeared into the mystery of the fog before me.

I have always loved the fog - as a natural phenomenon in God's creation. I'm not too keen on feeling foggy in my faith (those times of doubt, confusion, worry, and helplessness). The weather pattern has always intrigued me. I even love driving in the fog. No matter how well I may know the road ahead, the fog has a way of removing the familiar landmarks around me and creating a sense of mystery as to my actual whereabouts.

When I am driving into the fog, I love the feeling of living into the mystery of what lies ahead. There is something about the mystery that brings about feelings of excitement, wonder, and risk (which has at times created a sense of fear - depending on the situation). I love the mystery of life and living into the mystery of God and what He reveals to me on a daily basis.

I was reminded yesterday that even when I am struggling with foggy faith, my God is present in the midst of the mystery. Ecclesiastes 3:11 shares with us that God "has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end."

As you live into the mystery of your tomorrow...as our church lives into the mystery of tomorrow...know that God is making this time beautiful and that He is there in the midst of the fog and mystery of life. While we may not be able to fathom everything God has done and is doing and will do...we can fathom the reality that God is there. Foggy faith need not forget the presence of God (just because you cannot see Him), but embrace the presence of God to lead us through!

Take Care & God Bless,

Pastor Don

Monday, April 2, 2012

Holy Journey

Good evening,

It has been a while since I've updated this blog. Since I last posted, we finished getting our home ready to put on the market, I spent 10 days in Haiti, and we are now journeying with Jesus to the cross and beyond during this holiest of weeks!

I love this time of year when Winter threatens to stick around and Spring teases us with its warmer weather, budding trees/flowers, and the opportunity to sleep with our windows open. (I also love the Easter candy...the best around in my opinion!) I love the Lenten season when we are urged to reflect deeply on our faith and its role in our lives. Every year I anticipate Holy Week wondering how God will reveal Himself to me and how the "old, old story" will be made new to me this year.

I approach Holy Week with a great deal of purpose and intentionality as I immerse myself in Jesus' journey to the cross. I love to experience the power of Jesus' last supper with His closest friends on Holy Thursday and then journey with Jesus to the cross on Good Friday. I try to make sure I do not look too far ahead...knowing that Easter is right around the corner. Jesus' friends and followers did not have the benefit of knowing what we know. For all they knew, this was the "end" of Jesus. The new kingdom they had longed for was not going to be realized. The range of emotions must have been extreme and they, no doubt, did not look upon these events as we do today. They lived it. They experienced it.

I try to do the same. I believe it is vital to our faith to walk this Holy Week path with the purpose of going deeper and striving to experience each step of Jesus' journey to the cross as genuinely and authentically as possible. I have found in my own faith that it is very difficult to experience the power of the resurrection without understanding the powerful experiences that lead up to the empty tomb. By approaching Holy Week in this way, the Easter experience has proven to have a more transformational impact on my life.My hope for all of us is that with every experience we have walking with Jesus, we will be transformed by the power of His presence, our faith will be deepened, and our purpose in this world realized and embraced. What makes this journey even more exciting is that we get to do it together!

Have a Holy Week,

Pastor Don

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Free Samples

Good morning!

I would like to share with you an experience I had late last week when I went to Safeway to pick up a few items we needed at home. I stopped by the deli to get some cheese and the nice lady in front of me was taking her time asking about almost every item, sharing a story about how used to cook it or times that she served it. It was very sweet, but I have to be honest, at one point I became slightly irritated because my wait was extending to almost 10 minutes. It was hard to get angry, especially after she turned around, noticed I was there, smiled, and said in a sweet manner, "I'm so sorry I'm taking so long. I'll hurry up for you." My irritation was immediately lifted. I couldn't be irritated by such sweetness. I guess the old adage is true, "Kill them with kindness." :)

When it was finally my turn, the lady behind the deli counter wore a big smile, was very energetic, and very attentive to my needs. Before preparing my order of cheese, she asked if I wanted anything else. I told her no, but she asked if I wanted any deli meat. Again, I said no, understanding that she was trying to sell me something I didn't come in the store to get. She then offered me the "best ham she's ever tasted!". Yeah...right. She said, "While I'm slicing your cheese, I'll give you a free sample." I never turn down free food (unless I know I don't like it)!

She gave me a slice and my mouth sang praises to the fine pig that offered this delectable meat. I know there are others involved in making it taste so good, but the pig offered the ultimate sacrifice! The lady affirmed my experience with some more push to buy some. I hesitated (cause now I'm thinking this is pretty good!). She offered me another free sample and it was just as good as the first. By now, she was done with my order and she asked me again if I'd like any of that ham off the bone. I had three options here: 1) Stick to my guns and say no 2) Say yes and share the delicious experience with my family 3) See if she continues the pattern and gives me more samples. Since I'm not too devious when it comes to free samples, I took door number 2 and I bought a full pound (not cheap!).

I would have never bought that ham, nor experienced how good the product was, had the lady behind the counter not offered me free samples.

I think there is something we can learn from this experience as the church. We are called to offer free samples in every life situation we find ourselves in as we represent our God and offer the free gift of grace that has made us whole! Ephesians 2:8-9 says, "For by grace you are saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast."

God offers us free samples of His love and grace in the mundane and the chaotic, the simple and the complex, the doubtful and the faithful experiences of life. His love is a free gift to us and when we accept it we do not have a corner on the market. It is not meant to flaunt to others. It is not meant to be stored up for our own use (for the times we really need God's mercy and forgiveness!). When we fully receive God's love and grace, we are to give it away. We have the joy of offering free samples!

Free samples to those who don't even know they would be blessed by it!
Free samples to those who have already determined they are going to say "No."
Free samples to those who have experienced it, but aren't sure if they are willing to "buy" it.
Free samples to those who have fully received it.
Free samples to those who feel called to share what they have with those they know and love!

Free samples. It's that simple.

In what ways will you offer free samples of God's love and grace to those in your circle of influence this week?

Holy God, thank You for Your free gift of grace. Thank you for restoring my life and offering me free daily samples that lead me to get the full-course meal from You! I want to freely share what You have offered. Give me the eyes to see, the ears to hear, and the heart to feel for those who need a free sample in their life! In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

When God Shows Up

Dear Friends,

I want to share with you an experience I had this morning that touched my soul deeply. My morning had been busy and I was getting ready to leave to pick up my daughter from school to take her to a doctor's appointment. I had gone outside to try and catch someone I had just met with and when I was rushing back inside (to get my keys to leave), a lady had just pulled up and she opened her door and she asked me if I had a moment.

In my haste, I said that I don't have long since I had to pick up my daughter. So, I stood by her open door as she sat in her car. At first I did not recognize her, but when I got closer I realized that I had visited with her once before about 1 1/2 years ago. It was our only interaction, totalling maybe 45 minutes. She had a smile on her face as she spoke and she recounted our brief interaction. She said that since we met, the Lord had laid it on her heart to pray for me and my ministry. She said that she likes to take long walks down to the park and that the Lord kept laying my name and our church on her heart. She wanted me to know that I, and the church, were being prayed for without even knowing it. She metioned that she prayed that our ministry would be dynamic and she had a sense that God wanted to do something great.

She confessed that she usually doesn't share like this with others, but she felt compelled to come by and share it with me...just so that I would know.

I was deeply touched by her words, her spirit, and her faithfulness to God's leading. It touched me to the core of my being that a sister in the faith, who did not know me or our church, was listening to the promptings of the Spirit and laying us before God. I was reminded of the words in 1 Thessalonians 5:11-18 (I'll quote verses 11 and 18, but I encourage you to read the rest), "Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing...Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."

The Body is more than a group of people who gather together on Sunday mornings, or mid-week Bible studies, or weekly LIFE groups. The Body is the whole family of believers. We exist to honor God in the ways we encourage each other, pray for each other, and share our lives together...even if it comprises of two short interactions. Those interactions can change someone's day, someone's perspective, someone's life.

Today, God showed up in the form of a faithful lady whose name I do not even know...but whose faith touched me to the depths of my soul. I rejoice and give thanks and I pray that I will allow God to use me that way every day!!!

Loving God, thank you for the people You bring into our lives that put our lives back into perspective and who honor You with their faithful obedience to Your direction. Thank you for using them to turn our focus from worldly pursuits to spiritual pursuits. God, I want to be like that! I want people to see You through me. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

BIG God

Recently, I have been reflecting on the story in the Bible when the Israelites crossed over the Jordan River and were confronted with the city of Jericho. Those massive walls were in front of them and God invited them on a journey to break down those walls. God's plan was an odd one. I am sure it raised some eyebrows, but the people responded...relying on the BIG God they served.

I have often heard people respond to life's difficult challenges with the faithful cliche, "God is bigger than my problems!", then later slump in spiritual despair because they are not experiencing the power of God behind them. When faced by large obstacles in life it is not enough to just state our belief in a BIG God, we must also be willing to follow this God and be led by Him.

God is BIG enough to only be limited by the obedience of His people. There are many things that limit me. I am limited by my body, my experiences, my skills, and my stubborness. I could go on and on and on, for there is virtually no end to the list of things that limits me. But God is so big that there is only one thing that limits Him. And that one thing is the obedience of
His people.

God was big enough to part the Red Sea, but the Israelites had to obey Him and be willing to cross. They crossed confidently on firm footing with firm hearts, danger behind, danger on both sides. They could have this kind of attitude because they knew that they had a big God, and He was fighting for them.

God was big enough to make the walls of Jericho fall, but the Israelites had to be willing to obey and march. The real obstacle was not Canaan but unbelief. The only difficulty for God was getting His own people to go with Him. It isn’t just belief that makes things happen. It is the obedience that faith produces that makes things happen. The people had to cross the Red Sea
and they had to march around the city. They had to be persistent and unflinching. Going halfway through the Red Sea or marching for 5 of the 6 days would not have gotten them victory. After the 6th day, their feet would have been hurting, and they would have been tempted to give up.

After all, they had seen no fruit to their labor – not even the smallest crack in the city wall. God is not limited to doing things a certain way. Militarily, the seven days of marching demanded nothing. But psychologically they demanded a great deal of courage…the effort appeared utterly preposterous…it would have been easier to fight than to have faith. If we fight, we will at least have a certain respect from the world, even if we lose. But faith always looks foolish in the
eyes of the world.

The Israelites marched around the city of Jericho to make the walls fall. I would have to say that there are a lot of walls that prevent people from coming to faith in Christ. There are a lot of walls that could prevent us from growing as a church or from being successful in our attempts to share the love of Christ to people. We have fears. We have doubts. But we have a big God. And He can make the walls fall down.

God is only limited by our faith and obedience. Let it not be said of us as it was said of the people in Nazareth that Jesus “did not do many mighty works there because of their unbelief.” (Matthew 13:58)

Almighty God, Who is bigger than my wildest dreams and expectations, strengthen me in my weakness, help me in my unbelief. I want to be led by You and experience the BIG blessings you have to offer in my life and in the lives of those around me. I desire for my faith to be more than words. I want to be obedient to Your direction as You lead me to break down the walls in my life and the walls that exist in our world, so that others can experience how BIG You are! In Jesus' name, Amen.

Thursday, February 9, 2012

My Love

Good morning!

It's been a while since I have offered a blog post. I am happy to be back at it and to share with all of you what God is laying on my heart. The last few weeks have been a time of conflicting emotions and ardent prayers lifted up to God. As many of you know, I have been asked to take a new church appointment beginning July 1, 2012 at Hope UMC in Greenwood Village, CO (the south Denver metro area). My family is excited about the new opportunity God is giving us, while at the same time we are saddened to leave such loving and faithful people in our church and community. This transition will be a major change for me and my family. We are humbled that God, the Rocky Mountain Conference Cabinet, and the leadership at Hope UMC see within us the potential to succeed in another ministry setting. On the other hand, we feel there is so much more God wants to do here in Canon City.

It is in these conflicting moments that we have learned to trust God and His movement in our lives and to trust the work He will continue to do at FUMC Canon City. God is providing opportunities for all of us to partner with Him as He paints a beautiful picture of His Kingdom through the lives of all who consider themselves a part of His Body. We are blessed that God has created us in a way that we are forever connected.

That became so clear to me on Tuesday during staff meeting when Glenna Huskey shared a poem by her great-granddaughter, Rachael Murphy. Rachael is one of our 5th graders at FUMC. I would like to share her poem with you:

My Love
Love is often hidden to those lost in it
But my love is like a black hole trying to suck in the universe.
My love is one of a kind & can run far around the world.
My love will never stop
It will always go on & on & on.
Even when I pass away
My love will still go on.
I wish my love could go farther out of this world into the Galaxy.
I wish people could feel my love.
Love is a magical thing
It's God's wife,
It's Mother Nature's baby.

It is the love God gives that binds us together. It is the love we pour out to others that keeps us connected to each other and God. It is our love for one another that will go on and on and on, even when we pass away...even when we move.

My love to you all!

Pastor Don

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Remain in Me

Good morning!

This Christmas is taking on a whole new meaning for me this year. I mentioned it in my message on Sunday that I always approach Christmas and this holy season with the best of intentions. I want to give more of myself. I desire to experience hope, peace, joy, and love on a deeper level. But I find that I get swept up in the current of the manic activity this season has to offer in our world. This Christmas things will be different and I refuse to wait until next year!

In order for this season to remain holy, for that matter, our lives to remain holy, we need to be intertwined with the presence of our holy God. Usually, I use the word "connected". But that word does not seem to go as deep as I'd like. If I am connected to something, I can become easily disconnected. However, if I am intertwined with something or someone, it is hard to unravel.

In my morning devotion today, I was reminded of the Scripture of John 15 when Jesus kept saying, "Remain in me...". This is more than being connected...it is living and breathing in Jesus. It means that He wants me to be so intertwined with Him that His will becomes my will...His way of loving becomes my way of loving...His way of living becomes my way of living. I encourage you to read the entire chapter and go deeper with Jesus and His timeless truth.

In that devotion, a quote from Blessed Elizabeth of the Trinity was shared. The quote speaks of the work the Lord is doing in my life this Christmas. "Remain in Me, not for a few moments, a few hours which must pass away, but remain, permanently, habitually, Remain in Me, pray in Me, adore in Me, love in Me, suffer in Me, work and act in Me. Remain in Me so that you may be able to encounter anyone or anything; penetrate further still into these depths. This is truly the solitude into which God wants to allure the soul that He may speak to it, as the prophet sang."

Allow this Christmas season to be God's call to bring you back into a deep relationship with Him. Allow this season to remind you of the perfect gift that comes in the form of a little baby - not the one you buy on the shelf. Allow this season to inspire you to remain in Jesus...not only this season but throughout the year.

Gracious God, Loving Lord, thank You for Your presence with me as I make my journey to the manger this Christmas season. Forgive me for what I have made of this season...for connecting and disconnecting with You as I do the lights on my Christmas tree. Thank You for calling me back to You and wanting to live deeply with me. My heart's desire is to remain in You. Give me the will to go deeper and the strength to endure. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Thanksgiving Quotes

In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I thought I would share some quotes that honor this season of giving thanks.


"Would you know who is the greatest saint in the world: It is not he who prays most or fasts most, it is not he who gives most alms or is most eminent for temperance, chastity, or justice; but it is he who is always thankful to God, who wills everything that God wills, who receives everything as an instance of God's goodness and has a heart always ready to praise God for it." William Law


"If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, 'thank you,' that would suffice." Meister Eckhart


"We pray for the big things and forget to give thanks for the ordinary, small (and yet really not small) gifts. How can God entrust great things to one who will not thankfully receive from Him the little things?" Dietrich Bonhoeffer


"Gratitude as a discipline involves a conscious choice. I can choose to be grateful even when my emotions and feelings are still steeped in hurt and resentment. It is amazing how many occasions present themselves in which I can choose gratitude instead of a complaint. I can choose to be grateful when I am criticized, even when my heart still responds in bitterness. I can choose to
speak about goodness and beauty, even when my inner eye still looks for someone to accuse or something to call ugly." Henri Nouwen


"If you are not content with what you have, you would not be satisfied if it were doubled." Charles
Haddon Spurgeon


"When we were children, we were grateful to those who filled our stockings at Christmas time. Why are we not grateful to God for filling our stockings with legs?" G.K. Chesterton


"What if you woke up today with only the things you thanked God for yesterday?"


Thank you God for being You. Thank you for the blessings, great and small, in my life and for the love with which you have surrounded me through Your presence and the presence of those who love me. Thank you for even the difficult times that shape me and remind me of my need for You. May my heart give thanks to you with every breath I take. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Fearful or Fearless?

Good evening,

I wanted to take a moment to share with all of you the story of Gideon in Judges 6 and 7. It keeps coming to me in certain moments in my life over the past few weeks and it is having a profound impact my outlook on life and ministry. If you are not familiar with the story of Gideon, let me briefly share with you. Gideon was a timid man who was called by God to save Israel from their idol worship and from the Midianites. Gideon was not sure how God wanted to use him, but he was a man of faith and he wanted to be sure that God was leading him. God assured Gideon that he was the man for the job.

To make a long story short (and I encourage you to read the story), when Gideon was to come up against the Midianites he had an army of over 32,000 men. A rather formidable army. But God saw fear in the men of the army and God told Gideon to get rid of the men who were afraid. Gideon told those who were afraid to go home, so 22,000 men left...too afraid to fight. Fear defined their legacy.

God told Gideon that his army was still too big so Gideon looked for the men who were focused and carried themselves with a sense of purpose. The other men he told to go home...that was 10,000 men. This left Gideon with an army of only 300 men to fight the Midianite army! What would you say the odds of them being victorious would be? Isn't it like God to defy the odds and use what seems like scarce resources to bring about incredible victory? 300 men was enough!

When I am faced with fearful moments in my life, the Lord keeps bringing me back to this story. To live into God's purpose for my life, I cannot allow fear to lead me. Fear of conflict. Fear of what others may think. Fear of change. Fear of failure. Fear of rejection. Fear of my own emotions. Fear of the unknown. Fear of...(place your fear here). When I choose fear, God cannot use me. Remember, God does not give us the spirit of fear (2 Timothy 1:7).

Through the battles of my life, God desires for me to be like Gideon. To be fearless in my trust in Him. To be purposeful and focused in His mission for my life. To be watchful and willing to be led by His Spirit. I can either choose my fear and let it define my life and my relationship to God. Or, I can choose a fearless faith...willing to walk into the mysteries and battles of life knowing that my God will use my faith to bring about victory.

Are you led by fear? Is your church led by fear? Is your organization led by fear? If it is...go home. Get right with God. Then, when you're ready, join the battle and experience the victory you can find only in Him!

Mighty God, forgive me for my fearful ways and for being a barrier to your purpose in my life. Give me a spirit of courage, strength, and determination as I fight every day for Your truth, Your justice, Your love, and Your healing to be experienced in this world. I want to be a fearless faith follower! In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Take Care & God Bless,
Pastor Don

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Veteran's Day Reflection

On this day in which we honor our veterans, I would like to offer some brief reflections and share two links to some videos that stirred my soul.

It is an understatement to say that I am extremely grateful for the men and women who have served our country through the armed forces. Their willingness to give their lives for the protection of freedom throughout the world and to stand for the dignity and rights of all people is inspiring. I do not ever want to take for granted the full sacrifice of many in giving their lives for the sake of others (John 15:13), nor do I want to take for granted the other sacrifices many have given: limbs, eyesight, separation from those they love, emotional and mental health, mental capacity from traumatic brain injuries, mobility, personal peace, and the list goes on and on. Only those who have gone through the traumas and horrors of war fully understand the sacrifices that have been and are being made. May God's grace and restorative power be in your lives.

I also want to honor those who have served our country during times of peace. While war was not raging, they trained and showed the willingness and ability to make the sacrifice. I am grateful for the time they took to train others to be about the work of a military officer, soldier, and seaman. They have modeled strength, courage, honor, and discipline and through their example have trained up those who protect us and others throughout the world today.

I would like to honor three men in my life that have served or are serving our country honorably:

Arthur Merle Bird: My grandfather who served in the Army during WWII. He was present at Normandy and the Battle of the Bulge. He died when I was in Jr. High, but I remember his silent strength and his love for me.

Donald Merle Bird: My father who served in the United States Air Force. He is a retired Lt. Colonel and he continues to serve as a civilian professor of chemistry at the Air Force Academy. He became an officer at the end of the Vietnam War, but did not tour. Most of his service was during the Cold War. He is the most honorable man I know. He lives with incredible integrity and he serves his God, his family, and his country with pride. Thank you Dad for modeling for me a love for God, country, and family.

Christopher Ronald Bird: My little brother who is currently a Sergeant in the United States Army. He has finished two tours in Iraq and is currently training to be deployed to Afghanistan in February of 2012. His courage and boldness inspire me. His willingness to serve his country in a time of war creates a well of pride within me. So proud of you Chris and I pray daily for your physical, spiritual, and emotional protection.

This time of year evokes many emotions. But, it also evokes many questions. The first video below reminds us that some gave all and we should honor their sacrifice. The second video speaks of the results of war and the war at home. As I reflect on those who serve and on the ways they go about fighting for the cause of freedom and protection throughout our world, I wonder if I approach my life with the same urgency and passion to fight for the principles worth fighting for here at home.

Am I willing to go to battle for the injustices throughout our land? Am I willing sacrifice my time and "reputation" to stand up for those who have no voice or for those the world would rather ignore? What am I really fighting for?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRGd0wI2tm8&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1wPphW5CoA&feature=related


Thank you Lord Jesus for the men and women who put their lives on the line for others. Thank you for theri example of sacrifice, honor, and service. Almighty God, be my strength in the midst of strife, conflict, and fearful circumstances. Give me boldness and courage to stand for that which is right in Your eyes. Keep my heart focused on You and may Your character be instilled within me. Forgive me for asking you to fight the wars I have waged and for asking You to be on my side. I want to be on Your side, O God, and fight against the evil, injustice, and oppression that is an affront to You. You, O God, are my refuge and my strength. You, O God, are a shield about me. May the life I live and principles I fight for be acceptable to You. In Jesus's name I pray. Amen.

Take Care & God Bless,


Don

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Who Is Your Nest For?

Good morning!

I pray all is well and that you have been able to experience the fullness of God's love and grace in your life today and throughout this week! I would like to share with you a devotion that I have reflected on for a couple of weeks now. It is from Practicing Extravagent Generosity: Daily Readings on the Grace of Giving by Robert Schnase.

The notions of building nests is often used as a metaphor to describe people successfully providing for their own comforts. If someone arrives at a career position of some ease and security, friends say, "You've built yourself quite a nest for yourself here!"...The words nest often connotes shelter, coziness, homelike, comfortable.

In actual fact, the nests which birds build are not for the birds who build them, but for their young, for the next generation, for the future of the species. The hours of carrying straw, sticks, and mud; the days of defensive watchfulness; and the weeks of endless feeding are all for the benefit of the new ones, the young, the future.

Now consider "nests" we build in our churches. The buildings, the programs, ministries, job descriptions, and services we build - are they for our own comfort and coziness? Or are they to further the faith and provide for future generations? Does our giving serve us and our needs or serve God by serving the mission of the church to reach new people? Vibrant, fruitful congregations focus as much energy, prayer, and planning on those who are outside the congregation as they do on those who are already active in the congregation.

When I think about the nests I build, I realize that many of those nests are for me. I wonder how God is calling me to use the nests that I've built in my life for others? Am I ready to put in the time, the effort, the hard work, and probably with no recognition for it, to ensure that God uses all of me to reach people for Christ? Am I ready? Am I willing?

Are you?

Precious Lord, You provide all I need. The nests I have built, I've been able to build because of Your provision and blessing. Remind me again and again that the nests of my life come from Your hand. May I be generous in the way I share all of myself and all that I have so that others may experience the fullness of Your love and grace in their lives. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Thursday, October 13, 2011

My Rights

Good afternoon!

I just came back to the office after having led a celebration of life service for a man in our community. At the reception I sat at a table with two other gentlemen who began talking about the issues around water rights in their communities. I must confess that I am rather ignorant on the subject, so I sat there trying my best to look like I had an inkling of what they were talking about. I did learn a few things, but, let's face it, most of it went right over my head. What impacted me most, was not the details of the conversation as much as the tone.

The deeper into the conversation they got, the more their tone changed. They went from spewing factual information to passionately defending their position. Not that they were yelling or arguing, but I could sense the emotions that ran deep on the topic (they were bringing up things that happened 15-20 years ago). I know that some of the great legal battles and issues in our country are around water and who has the right to use it. It pits friends against friends and communities against communities. It is a very divisive issue in our country.

My first thought focused on water itself. As people of faith, we believe that God created the heavens and the earth and EVERYTHING in it. Most of the earth is covered with water. The atmosphere is made up of the elements of water. Water is all around us. And, we fight over it?
Really?

True to our human nature, we want to be sure that there is always enough for ourselves. While there may be abundance, we fear that somewhere down the line we will not have enough. Or, we may be experiencing scarcity, therefore our fear causes us to hoard and hold on to more. We draw boundaries. Make laws. Tell people what they can use and what they can't. We have arguments and lawsuits about "rights" and "ownership" of what God created and freely supplies. I begin to wonder if this was really God's intent when he created us to take care of His world.

When we fight about our "rights" around property and things, we have lost our focus. As people of faith, if we believe that God is a God of abundance and provision, then why do we limit God and the ways he desires to pour out His blessings? Imagine if we did not worry about who possessed what and fought about what was rightfully ours and we started generously sharing what God offers. We share when we have "enough", we share in our "scarcity", we share in our abundance...we share.

Generous living looks beyond myself and my rights. It begins to view the world in a different light. The right that God has given me is the right to share His blessings on my life and allow others to experience it for themselves. The right God has given me is to love generously and without limit. It is not about my rights, but about the righteous God living through me.

Righteous God, full of love, mercy, and strength, give me a generous heart. Break my selfish spirit and my greedy desires, and form within me Your generous spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

What Do You Love?

Good afternoon!

Last Sunday, I invited all of the worshippers in attendance who consider FUMC Canon City their home to write on an index card what they love about being a part of this family of faith. My reason for doing this is because we, as a people, are being engulfed by everything people believe is wrong about the world, government, corporations, churches, families...must I go on? The complaining and the griping and the negativity is starting to take over our lives and, unfortunately, it leaks into our churches and the holy, set apart life, we are called to live together. While there may be things in our personal, communal, and religious lives we do not agree with or understand, the colicky nature of our culture is not the way we are called to respond.

The Scriptures abound in the importance of building each other up and seeing each other with the eyes and heart of God. To be the Body that God created us to be, I believe we need to be about the work of seeing where God is working and pointing out how God is showing up in the midst of our journeys. The Scriptures tell us that those who follow Christ are to show a new way of being community with one another. We build each other up, not tear each other down...not only within the Body, but outside of the Body as well.

For further personal study on this read these passages:
Romans 15:1-13, 1 Thessalonians 5:11, Hebrews 10:19-25

I believe God calls us to be generous with our encouragement and in building up the Body so that we are most effective in the work of Christ in this world. In light of our need, and quite honestly our thirst, for encouragement, allow me to share with you what people love about our church.

I love this church and the ministers. I receive a good message every week. It has brought be closer to the Lord.

"This has been my church for 35+ years. We have many friends here...great singing by Bernie Topash - that music makes me feel like God was in our midst - such a blessing."

The people of our church are a giving people.

"Fellowship with like-minded Christians."

The love of Christ and His Word.

"The relationship we have with this church family."

The sermons, to see my church family, to bring my children to Sunday school and youth group.

"Coming together to learn and live in the presence of God. The peace that comes in the fellowship and sermon as we focus back to God."

Denny and Lois when they harmonize. Ivan, Amanda, and Emily.

"The love of the believer of Jesus Christ that is shown to us."

It gives me strength for the week ahead.

"The people...that I am accepted where I am and for who I am."

Friendliness (we got a lot of these responses)

"I like that we as a church are growing as Christians and growing as a family."

The church excites me with the fellowship of believers that surround me - and just not Sundays alone but all week long. The Spirit of the Lord is in this place.

"I am continually guided to the Bible and a personal relationship with Jesus through the pastors' messages, music, and fellowship."

Singing and Worship and Music

"The people here are all from many different backgrounds both socially and spiritually which makes them welcoming to all. It is easy to find a niche."

Everything

Those are only 1/2 of the responses we've received so far. Doesn't it feel great to focus on what God is doing in our midst? The words that come out of our mouths and the thoughts we have in our hearts and minds come out of that which we love. When we speak encouraging words, we demonstrate a love for God and other people. What do you love? How are you going to communicate that love this week?

Holy God, You are the Great Encourager and I am grateful for the encouragement you offer me and for loving me with Your heart of mercy and grace. Forgive me for my complaints and my grumblings. Forgive me for not seeing in others and in Your Body, what You see. Give me an encouraging heart and a grateful spirit so that You can use me for the building up of Your Kingdom here on earth. In Jesus' holy name I pray. Amen.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

The Church

Good morning!

God is alive and moving all around us. My hope everyday is that I see where He is and that I am wise enough to be where He's working. My prayer lately has been that I would have the spiritual eyes to see the movement and activity of God all around me and that I would be obedient enough to immerse myself in God's presence and be used by Him.

Last week, at an Executive Council meeting (our leadership team), one of our team members shared a devotion with us from her Max Lucado Bible titled "The Church". The devotion has stirred my spirit and given me a glimpse into how God is trying to move in the church. I would like to share it with you:

When those who are called to fish don't fish, they fight. When energy intended to be used outside is used inside, the result is explosive. Instead of casting nets, we cast stones. Instead of extending helping hands, we point accusing fingers. Instead of being fishers of the lost, we become critics of the saved. Rather than helping the hurting, we hurt the helpers.

The result? Church Scrooges. "Bah humbug" spirituality. Beady eyes searching for warts on others while ignoring the wart on the nose below. Crooked fingers that bypass strengths and point out weaknesses.

Split churches. Poor testimonies. Broken hearts. Legalistic wars.

And, sadly, poor go unfed, confused go uncounseled, and lost go unreached.

When those who are called to fish don't fish, they fight. But note the other side of this fish tale: When those who are called to fish, fish - they flourish!

Nothing handles a case of gripes like an afternoon service project. Nothing restores perspective better than a visit to a hospital ward. Nothing unites soldiers better than a common task.

Leave soldiers inside the barracks with no time on the front line and see what happens to their attitude. The soldiers will invent things to complain about. Bunks will be too hard. Food will be too cold. Leadership will be too tough. The company will be too stale. Yet place those same soldiers in the trench and let them duck a few bullets, and what was a boring barracks will seem like a haven. The beds will feel great. The food will be almost ideal. The leadership will be courageous. The company will be exciting.

When those who are called to fish, fish - they flourish.

Friends, let's move out and work on the front lines together. That is where God is and He calls us to work alongside Him and to fight with Him to be sure that His grace, love, mercy, and justice are expressed to a world that hears and experiences the complete opposite every day. When we fish together - we will flourish!

Gracious God who goes before me, give me ears to hear your daily call upon my life to fish with You. Your love made real in my life is meant to be made real in others' lives too. Forgive me when I've wanted to hoard it all to myself. Forgive me when I have focused on what others weren't doing, instead of what You are doing. Give me a reel and a line and if you need to use me as bait to bring in the lost...I'm willing. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Beware...Could Be Habit Forming!

Hello Again!

It has been over seven weeks since my last blog as I have returned to the vibrancy of ministry after my renewal leave. I appreciate the gift that was offered to me this summer from the worshipping congregation at First United Methodist Church in Canon City, CO. The main reason for my leave this summer was to take some intentional time to reconnect with my family and to re-engage in life disciplines that I had ignored for some time. There were three things that I set out to accomplish:


1) Strengthen my private prayer life by listening and being with God on a daily basis
2) Personally engage in God's Word on a daily basis (different from doing this professionally)
3) Engage in a regular exercise routine and focus on my physcial health


I quickly learned how hard it was going to be to get out of old habits and live into new and healthy habits in my life. I realized that I was so entrenched within my old routines that I really had no idea where to start. I then came across a statement that John Wesley (Father of Methodism) said in a letter to John Trembath (a young minister who was a poor preacher). Wesley said, "O begin! Fix some part of every day for private exercises. You may acquire the taste which you have not: What is tedious at first, will afterwards be pleasant. Whether you like it or no, read and pray daily. It is for your life: there is no other way...Do justice to your own soul: give it time and means to grow. Do not starve yourself any longer (Vol. 12; p. 254).

What great insight and advice provided to me early in my time of renewal! I believe it is good insight for all of us today. After reading Wesley's advice, I took every day one step at a time. Every day I prayed to be open to the opportunities God placed before me. It was hard to get going and create a new rhythm of life, but it was worth it!


1) Now I do a lot more listening to God and a lot less talking, cherishing the moments during my day in which I can be still with my Lord.

2) I now approach my studying of God's Word so that I am open to what God is trying to tell me FIRST. It is then, and only then, that I am able to help communicate the power of God's message to others.

3) I lost 7 pounds while I was on leave and the physical exercise provided more energy, a clearer mind, and I don't breathe as hard when I bend over to tie my shoes! Progress for sure!!!


As we start a new school year and get back into the rhythm of our lives, this is a great time to start or revisit those healthy habits that you've been wanting to get back into. Take it one step at a time. It may be difficult at first, but as you continue and take it one day at a time, beware...your new way of life could be habit forming!


God of renewal and restoration, thank you for the rest You offer. Thank you for the opportunities You provide to return to habits that give life to my soul and to those You have placed around me. Give me Your strength, O God, to take each day as it comes. When discouragement creeps in, remind me of Your belief in me and give me a vision of being the person You want me to be. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Renew

Good evening,
As many of you are aware, I am getting ready to go on a short 6-week renewal leave and will be out of the office from July 25th to September 5th. On this leave I will spend some important time with my family, take a vacation, and reconnect with spiritual disciplines that have become neglected over time, and enter into a silent retreat. The dictionary says the word renew "implies a restoration of what had become faded." There are times in our lives where the habits that are most life-giving (daily devotions, Scripture reading, prayer, etc.) become faded and we need to retreat in order to renew.


In my devotion for today, from the book When You Pray by Rueben P. Job, I read these affirming words as I get ready to enter my time of renewal:

Returning from the mission up on which Jesus had sent them, the disciples were filled with a success story that would make anyone proud and pleased. They poured out their story to Jesus and while he recognized their elation he also recognized their exhaustion and said, "Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while" (Mark 6:31). We have all experienced the emotional, physical, and spiritual exhaustion that follows an intense giving of ourselves to a cause greater than we are. Left unattended this exhaustion can be extremely debilitating. So Jesus immediately took the disciples on a retreat. Their boat trip to the place of solitude was a necessary, healing, and life-giving move on the part of Jesus. But once there the compassion of Jesus led him to respond to the needs of the gathered crowd and for the moment to forget the weariness that he and his disciples were carrying. And once again he was teaching and healing as he asked the disciples to give the crowd something to eat.

Prayer, compassion, and the needs of the world are always woven into any faithful life of discipleship. If we are wise we will weave them into a beautiful way of living that brings healing and hope to the world and fulfillment, joy, and peace to ourselves. At this point a word of caution is in order. Jesus had the wisdom to know when time apart was essential and when it was wise to once again engage in ministry. He was clear about resources and about limits. Once again, this is where we as followers must seek and follow the leading and direction that God seeks to bestow.

As I take time to renew, I pray that you find time to renew as well. That you see opportunities in your day as moments in which God is calling you to come by His side and find rest and renewal in Him. I look forward to sharing with you again in 6 weeks.

God of restoration and life, renew my spirit. Renew my mind. Make smooth the path before me so that I may not stumble and fall. Come by my side, O God, that I may find rest and renewal in You. In Jesus' holy name I pray. Amen.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

What Can I Do For You?

Good evening family and friends,

I would like to share with you the lyrics to a Bob Dylan song, What Can I Do For You? that was shared with us in our staff meeting yesterday by our Financial Secretary, Glenna Huskey. I have been reflecting on the words to the song all day, and will continue to do so for the rest of the week. In our consumeristic society, we often ask "what's in it for me?". This spirit of selfishness has made its way into the Body of Christ. We ask that question when we worship. We ask it when we financially support the church. We ask it when we offer our time in service. Maybe we don't ask it outright, but if things don't go our way, or we run into a spiritual snag, the question has a way of creeping into our hearts.

Jesus never modeled the "what's in it for me?" lifestyle. He invited us into a relationship that honors humility, silences selfishness, and celebrates servanthood. He invited us to live into the question, "what can I do for you?"

Reflect on these words and ask, "God, what can I do for you?" "Neighbor, what can I do for you?" "Friend, what can I do for you?"

What Can I Do For You? by Bob Dylan from the album Saved:

You have given everything to me
What can I do for you ?
You have given me eyes to see
What can I do for You?
Pulled me out of a bondage and You made me renewed inside
Filled up a hunger that had always been denied
Opened up a door no man can shut and You opened it up so wide
And You've chosen me to be among the few
What can I do for You?
You have laid down Your life for me
What can I do for You?
You have explained every mystery
What can I do for You?
Soon a man is born, you know the sparks begin to fly
He gets wise in his own eyes and he's made to believe a lie
Who could deliver him from the death he's bound to die?
Well, You've done it all and there's no more anyone can pretend to do
What can I do for You?
You have given all there is to giveWhat can I give for You?
You have given me life to liveHow can I live for You?
I know all about poison, I know all about fiery darts
I don't care how rough the road is, show me where it starts
Whatever pleases You, tell it to my heart
Well, I don't deserve it but I sure did make it through
What can I do for You?

Loving Lord, forgive me for my selfish ways and seeking out ways to quench my own desires. Create in me a heart that is less focused on me, and more focused on You. Renew my sight to see the plight of those around me. Give me a clear purpose for serving those who do not know what You have done for them. Help me live into the question, "What can I do for You?" In Jesus' holy name I pray. Amen.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Butt Down, Glove Down, Hand Ready

Good morning!

As I write this I am still overjoyed at the fact that my son and his baseball team, which I coach, ended their 6 game losing streak and won last night! I am still celebrating because the team finally put everything together to have a complete win. All year I have been preaching fundamentals and the importance of fundamentals in practice and in the game. There were times I became frustrated because I didn't think they were listening to a thing I said.

A couple of practices ago, I decided to change my approach to coaching (by the way this is my first time to ever coach baseball). I went into practice with the goal of making sure that when each player left, they were tired and worn out from working hard, while at the same time they were better at their skills than when they came into practice. It seems to be paying off! Not because of me, but because the boys have responded to it and put in the hard work.

One of the fundamental skills that was getting us in trouble in the games was fielding ground balls. No matter how many times we went through it and no matter how many times I talked about it, they couldn't remember the three rules: butt down, glove down, hand ready. At our last practice we did a drill they won't forget and we finally saw fruits of it last night. These young boys learned a life lesson - hard work pays off and the pain is worth the reward!

I liken this to our faith, too. It can be easy for us to forget about our fundamentals. The preacher (aka coach) gets up every Sunday to remind us, but it either goes in one ear and out the other, or it rattles around with all of the other advice we've been getting from people, books, magazine articles, and tv personalities. We get so bogged down with daily living that we forget to be living daily for Christ. It's not enough for someone to keep preaching it to us or reading it on a blog somewhere...there comes a time when we have to do it! When we pay attention to live out the fundamentals of our faith, we are able to see fruits from the practice of our faith (James 2).

Keeping with the baseball analogy:

Butt Down: Stay grounded in the Word of God. Get involved in a Bible study or a LIFE group (small group) that is Scripturally focused. Take part in daily devotions that open up God's Word for your life. Worship regularly and fellowship often with other Christians.

Glove Down: Make sure your heart is in the right place to receive God's love into your own life that you may continue to grow in His love and grace. Work toward living a life of prayer as everything you say, do, and think is like an ongoing conversation with God. You cannot give love that you haven't fully received.

Hand Ready: Make sure that your spirit is ready to take hold of the love and grace you have received, so that you can gracefully share it with others as your life delivers the truth of the faith you embrace.

The last part that I didn't mention that is a given in baseball, but it bears repeating...keep your eye on the ball. In other words, stay focused on Christ (Matthew 6:33). If you don't, you'll miss whatever He is trying to send your way.

All of this takes hard work. It takes practice. But as I tell my players, we practice how we play. When we step into the game of life everyday, we can experience victory because we have committed ourselves to living the faith and we don't forget those three simple rules: butt down, glove down, hand ready.

Precious Lord, I have forgotten the fundamentals of my faith. I have forgotten to stay grounded in You. I have failed to be ready to receive Your love for me and Your word for my life. I have failed to deliver Your love in a way that honors You. Forgive me. In the midst of my own errors in life, You still give me new opportunities and You have not given up on me. Thank You Lord! Give me strength to practice what I preach. Give me courage to live my life for You. Help me to see the fruits of my labor as You work through me in the game of life. Remind me daily to not forget the fundamentals of my faith and give me a heart to see the victory that comes through You. In Jesus' holy name I pray. Amen.

Friday, June 24, 2011

I Need Water!

Happy Summer!

It is a hot one today and like many hot days I like to take off my shoes, relax in a comfortable chair, and take in the rays of sun - as they shine through my window! I am not one for HOT weather. I get grumpy and can be quite miserable to be around if I get overheated. Therefore, I like to sit in a nice cool house, office, etc. and enjoy the beauty that the sunshine brings.

There are times, however, that I have to go outside. I have to mow the lawn. I have to get into a hot car. I have to go to the baseball diamond to coach baseball (that part is fun!). There are many other reasons of course, but when I know that I am going to be in the hot sun for a long time or that I will be working under the constant barrage of those heavenly heat waves, I make sure I have a nice cold drink with me. It is that cold drink that keeps me from going over the edge and offers me refreshment and nourishment when I need it most.


God does the same for us, too, doesn't He? He is that cold, refreshing drink when we need it most. He is that presence that keeps us from going over the edge of that cliff when we decide to keep Him close when our lives are getting heated and our spirits are weary. Not everyone understands that we have a God that will "satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail" (Isaiah 58:11). People don't know because they don't really give God a try. When people ask me how I get through the heat of life I tell them about God and I encourage them to give God a try as well. Even the psalmist says in Psalm 34:8, "Taste and see that the Lord is good."

Just give the Lord a shot. Experience Him for yourself. It's kind of like when Morpheus told Neo in The Matrix, "No one can be told what the Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself."

This is a good reminder for all of us - no matter where we are in our faith journey. Everyday we need to take steps and experience God a little more. When we drink from the living waters every day our spirits are refreshed, the eyes of our souls are awakened, and the lives we live bring life and health to the places we enter and the relationships we build.

When we drink the living water that God provides, we will thirst no more (John 4:10-15). Whatever heat you may be experiencing in your life, remember to keep God at your side and drench yourself in the life-giving water He provides. Go ahead, give it a shot...taste, drink, and see that the Lord is good!

Instead of my normal closing prayer, I invite you to watch this video clip of the song Come to the Water by Matt Maher. May it be your prayer this week.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJJVrZKqKNE&feature=related

Take Care & God Bless,

Don

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Sounds of Summer

Hello!

In our crazy and chaotic world where we are running to and fro, always with something to do, every now and then, I NEED silence! When I get in the car, I turn off the radio. When I am at home, I try to sit in silence. There is something about silence that is life-giving for me. My mind, spirit, and body become renewed. I am able to sort out my thoughts, or allow my thoughts to go wherever the Spirit leads. Sometimes, I don't have any thoughts at all. I can honestly say I was thinking of nothing. :)

There is something else that silence adds to my life and that is the ability to really listen to what is most important. Let me give you an example. While at home this week, I was at that place where I needed silence. The problem is that my kids are out of school now and silence is not necessarily in their vocabulary. Luckily for me, the kids were outside playing and I was able to get in some silent moments. What I discovered was a world that I had neglected and had forgotten about.

In the silent moments I was able to truly listen, and fully enjoy, the sounds of summer. I listened to the screams and screeches of children playing outside. I heard the chirps of the robin on fence in the backyard. I even enjoyed the buzzing of the bee by my ear. In that "silent" moment, I was blessed with the voice of God bringing joy through the laughter of children and singing notes of encouragement through a song bird. After this brief, yet simply profound experience, I wanted more.

I became intentional about hearing God this week through the sounds of summer. I find joy in the sound of a ball being struck by a bat or the snap of leather as a ball hits the mit. A reminder to stay young and make sure I take time to play. My spirit sings at night with the crickets that chirp outside my window, or the ones who have found shelter in my garage. A reminder that God is with me, even in the darkest nights. I find comfort in the sound of the breeze rustling the trees or the movement of swift water as it makes it way down the Arkansas River. A reminder of God's gentle power in my life. I love the sound of silence, too. A reminder that God's still small voice continues to whisper to the depths of my soul..."be still and know that I am God" (Psalm 46:10) and "this is the Way, walk in it" (Isaiah 30:21).

I know the summer can be filled with a great many things to do. How about taking some time to listen to the sounds of summer? What is God trying to communicate to you?

Holy God, thank You for the seasons of life. Thank You for the moments You give me to listen to Your voice. Forgive me for allowing my life to become noisy and chaotic, shutting out Your voice. I want to listen for You - so keep my spirit still and quiet. Open my ears to hear the many ways You speak to me and help me not take anything for granted. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.